Me

I've changed a lot.

not just physically.
this post may seem a little self indulgent, but i think i deserve to be.

freshman year. yee yee



me. now

ive gotten a little fatter than that recently.

i like to think i was the same, honest, fun loving kid i was back in the day, but then id just be lieing. I still enjoy a good gundam, a video game, and a good warm korean meal like i did in the day. but those days seem so far away. This year especially seemed like another lifetime.


sometimes i wish i was fat again, it would keep me humble.

i just wish i could wake up with a clean slate. actually no, i just want to erase those 6 months of my life. I just dont want to hurt anymore. hurt isnt the word to describe it anymore. haunt isnt the correct word either. I guess, i just dont want to remember the pain.

This is why i should go to bed before 2. I always get delirious/hungry/ostentatious.



but some things dont change.